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  <title>Winter just wasn't my season</title>
  <subtitle>Serendipity's Malevolence</subtitle>
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    <name>Serendipity's Malevolence</name>
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  <updated>2006-01-26T02:32:35Z</updated>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2006-01-25T18:36:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-26T02:32:35Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-26T02:32:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>7 Minutes in Heaven- fallout boy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So here I set on the cold January night conducting a met and greet with my self.  As of late, I'm not really sure I know who I am or really where I am going. I have to answer the invertible questions, address the dark thoughts, get over the hurdles I placed for my self, wash my hands of what drains me, and most of all truly let the past go.  I believed I was past the petty jealousy, I'm not, need to work more on that.  I thought that inviable to the petty, to the drama that engulfs everything like a fast moving wildfire.  &lt;br /&gt;I am a seriously loyal creature, damn it.  Never sever the ties I say, give them one more change, take the high road.  I must sounds so full of it.  I never want to give up, never want to want to be the one who gives up, I am going to have severer problems in my relationship, hell I already do.  Yet, I am a cruel person.  I will say whatever, I can to hurt you and probably not feel an ounce guilty.  But sometime I just might.  I'm really not as good as a friend was you all think I am.   Most of you hardly know the really me and the ones that do probably wish they didn't.   This all seems so foolish, there is more to life.  More then I allow my self to have.  I am not the person I want to be or the person you want me to be.  I will stay despite what people do and say,  I do however wish of the same stupid loyalty.  &lt;br /&gt;Which is predicable my own folly.  I don't deserve what I have, I am an ungratefulness little bitch.  And for that I am truly sorry, something else that I need to work on.  You see my friends I am a work in progress, that will probably never be finished, or rarely understood.  I hope, I keep you guessing but in reality I'm as predicable as a paper bag. &lt;br /&gt;I will always be jealous of those, I hold above myself.  I will never be ok with my self.  I will never follow true with my own personal goals, I just talk big.  The past stays with &lt;br /&gt;me, the present doesn't exist and I will undoubtedly continue to live in the future and far removed for the really world.  I will keep everything to myself and deal with all your problems it what I am good at after all.  I will spend half my life explaining what I mean.  I will get angry at the things you say and some where things will get lost in translation.  Means will be interrupted as they will and I will leave out the truth in my angry.  I will get hurt and set out to hurt you worse.  But in the end my most predicable quietly will remain I am loyal despite it all.  But I will continue to be harsh. &lt;br /&gt;I hope for more and know I will get none, unless I get it my self.  Now if I just had the determination I say I do.  Of  course sometimes I do truly surprise my self.  So who knows what tomorrow may bring, or next month, or in five years time.  I suppose I will just have to wait and see and give the present a try for once.</content>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2005-10-28T16:54:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-28T23:40:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-28T23:40:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Emotions that started to bubble the to surface long ago, now seem to be overflowing.  Suddenly the most trivial things seem to have taken a greater important.  What you thought you could count on has become as unstable as an avalanche.  There is that want to cut and run to keep for drowning, but maybe that need to stay.  That need to be buried and with hopes emerge with a greater understanding.  But what if you don't emerge, what if this you can't make it out.  Maybe your just to weak to try hard enough to emerge, to keep going to survive it all one for time.  &lt;br /&gt;	I stand before the base of the mountain, I know there is still time to run, to not to get caught up in it all again, to save myself and maybe to save my sanity.  Of course sanity was a fragile thing to began with. Each day it seems that the fragile sanity slips further away.  If I stay and drowned beneath all of the drama all the worry, will it be possible for me to survive it?</content>
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    <title>It is easy to elect yours self general when you have no one to lead....</title>
    <published>2005-07-06T05:03:02Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-06T05:03:02Z</updated>
    <content type="html">1. Some times telling the driver to shut up is a must.... like when you have the map&lt;br /&gt;2. Idaho sucks... They have rolling brown hills with a side of rolling brown hills&lt;br /&gt;3. Coffee is only good when you can put everything in it.... But it does keep you wake &lt;br /&gt;4. It is amazing the times you can find to talk about after 10 hours of driving &lt;br /&gt;5. Bugs like to committee suicided on the windshield of fast moving cars&lt;br /&gt;6. The ugly places have the prettiest names.... Such as Bliss, Idaho... it was all brown and nasty &lt;br /&gt;7. The prettiest places have the most depressioning names....such as Starvation creek, Oregon... green and pretty&lt;br /&gt;8. Baggers will ask for more money if they see your willing to give them what they ask for&lt;br /&gt;9. Oregon wont let you pump your own gas&lt;br /&gt;10. Some times drinking with people you don't know is fun&lt;br /&gt;11. Air-condition is very much like god&lt;br /&gt;12. Oregon advertises a city that doesn't exist... We never found the exit&lt;br /&gt;13. Civi Nash is the coolest car in the world... he can go like 40 miles in his last tank of gas&lt;br /&gt;14. Angus is the coolest&lt;br /&gt;15. Never tell Anne your in a state before the "welcome to so and so state" sign appears&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things I learned on my little road trip</content>
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    <title>Star wars</title>
    <published>2005-05-19T09:05:01Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-19T09:05:01Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I being the biggest geek in the history of the world went to the midnight showing of star wars episode 3.  The movie made me want to cry.... now I am a sad geek.  There are some parts that I am lessed then pleased about but in all it was a good movie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everyone should go see star wars</content>
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    <title>the all elusive With Teeth</title>
    <published>2005-05-05T04:43:27Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-06T07:22:33Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Bite that hand that feeds- NIN</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So after looking at the lovely NIN sticker that LD gave me. I realize that the new NIN album came out yesterday and not on the 5th like I thought it did. Of course I have to have it right when I realize this.  I do of course realize this at 9:40 at night.... most places have just closed.  So me and Anne head on out to wallwart that doesn't have it...who were we kidding.  Than we decided to go to Target which closed in like five minutes.  We go in and grab the Cd with a minute to spear. HAHAHAHAH... I win....</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madison_regan:26746</id>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2005-04-25T21:46:00</title>
    <published>2005-04-26T03:47:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-26T03:47:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;table border="0" cellpadding="8" cellspacing="1" style="border: 1px solid #000000; width:190px;" bgcolor="#ffffff"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="left" style="font-size=12px; font-family:arial; color:#ffffff; background-color:#FF9900; line-height: 120%;"&gt;&lt;font style="font-size=12px; font-family:arial; color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I'm&lt;/strong&gt; the &lt;font style="font-size=12px; font-family:arial; color:#ffffff;"&gt;51,659,965&lt;/font&gt; richest person on earth!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.globalrichlist.com" style="text-decoration: none; font-weight: bold; color: #ffffff;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.goodfoundation.com/_images/logo.gif" width="102" height="10" border="0"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;font style="font-size=10px;"&gt;Discover how rich you are!&lt;/font&gt; &amp;gt;&amp;gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is with my families income. So I guess I am not really the 51,659, 965 richest person in the world, but my family get that spot.  I really don't feel so poor any more.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madison_regan:26444</id>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2005-04-17T19:09:00</title>
    <published>2005-04-18T01:12:58Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-18T01:12:58Z</updated>
    <content type="html">People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centerered...forgive them anyway.&lt;br /&gt;If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives...be kind anyway.&lt;br /&gt;If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies...succeed anyway.&lt;br /&gt;If you are honest and frank,&lt;br /&gt;people may cheat you...be honest and frank anyway.&lt;br /&gt;What you spend years building, someone could destroy ove&lt;br /&gt;overnight...Build anyway.&lt;br /&gt;If you find serenity and happiness,&lt;br /&gt;they may be jealous...be happy anyway.&lt;br /&gt;The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow...do good anyway.&lt;br /&gt;Give the world the best you&lt;br /&gt;have and it may never be enough...&lt;br /&gt;Give the world the best that you've got anyway.&lt;br /&gt;You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God...it was never between you and them anyway.&lt;br /&gt;- written on the wall by Mother Teresa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lauren sent me this when I was feeling very mad at the world. They are words to live by, thank you for them.</content>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2005-03-29T21:42:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-30T04:48:21Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-30T04:48:21Z</updated>
    <content type="html">It is the Soldier&lt;br /&gt;It is the soldier, not the reporter,&lt;br /&gt;Who has given us freedom of the press.&lt;br /&gt;It is the soldier, not the poet,&lt;br /&gt;Who has given us the freedom of speech.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is the soldier, not the campus organizer,&lt;br /&gt;Who has given us the freedom to demonstrate.&lt;br /&gt;It is the soldier, not the lawyer,&lt;br /&gt;Who has given us the right to a fair trial.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is the soldier,&lt;br /&gt;Who salutes the flag,&lt;br /&gt;Who serves under the flag,&lt;br /&gt;And whose coffin is draped in the flag,&lt;br /&gt;Who allows the protester to burn the flag.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;©Copyright by Charles M. Province&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As much as I don't support the war in Iraq.  I do support the men and women who sever in our armed forces and am thankful for the sacrifices they make on the behalf of the all American citizens.</content>
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    <title>Goals for the next five years</title>
    <published>2005-03-27T01:50:36Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-27T01:50:36Z</updated>
    <lj:music>eight easy steps</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Finish college&lt;br /&gt;Learn to play an instrument&lt;br /&gt;Learn to skateboard&lt;br /&gt;Learn to snowboard&lt;br /&gt;See a forging country&lt;br /&gt;Learn a form of self dense</content>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2004-12-13T01:41:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-13T08:46:49Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-13T08:46:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">The Supreme Court of Canada has given the federal government the go-ahead to legalize gay marriage, prompting Prime Minister Paul Martin to announce plans to introduce a redefinition of marriage early next year.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the court refused on Thursday a government request to say the constitution required the legalization of gay marriage, stripping away a political weapon that would have made it easier to push its draft bill through Parliament.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It did rule that the constitution allowed the proposed redefinition of marriage as "the lawful union of two persons," while protecting the right of religious organizations to refuse to perform same-sex marriages.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Canada would be the third country, after the Netherlands and Belgium, to allow gay marriage, but the issue is a political hot potato that has divided all four parties in Parliament.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lower court decisions have legalized gay marriage in six of the 10 provinces and in one of the three territories, and Martin said this patchwork could not be allowed to continue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The government believes that uniformity is absolutely essential, since we don't want the balkanization of marriage in this country," Martin told reporters.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I do not believe you can have two classes of citizens."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But Conservative leader Stephen Harper said it would not be an easy ride.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"His attempts to avoid the issues and to say, 'Well, there's only one outcome, I can only vote one way,' is no longer true," Harper said, welcoming the court's refusal to tell Parliament which way to vote. "The vote will be very tight."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martin announced he would require the members of his cabinet -- more than one-quarter of his Liberal caucus -- to support it, increasing the likelihood of its passage.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But with only a minority of seats in Parliament, the government could fall at any time on other issues, so it will be a race for the bill to pass before the next election, with campaigns already being mounted to target legislators.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;During the October 6-7 oral hearing, the Supreme Court justices suggested the government was trying to get them to do its political heavy lifting, and they said in their written decision that it would serve no legal purpose to rule on whether the traditional definition was unconstitutional.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The government has stated its intention to address the issue of same-sex marriage by introducing legislation regardless of our opinion on this question," they said in their 9-0 opinion on Thursday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But they also rebuffed gay marriage opponents who had said that a redefinition would violate the country's 1867 constitution, which referred to marriage at a time when it was assumed to be exclusively heterosexual.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Canada is a pluralistic society," the court said. "Our constitution is a living tree which, by way of progressive interpretation, accommodates and addresses the realities of modern life."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Harper called for legislation that would preserve the traditional definition of marriage while allowing for gay civil unions, but Martin has rejected this in the past.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Several conservative groups called for the question to be a put to a national referendum.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But Gilles Marchildon of the gay lobby group Egale called for speedy legislation instead. "Equal marriage is something whose time has come," he said. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am really starting the think that Canada the most opened minding country in the world. Now if the US would just follow suit with some of Canada idea... Like unvieral heath care, eqeal marraige, and stay out of the worlds business we would all be better off.</content>
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    <title>The weekend adventures</title>
    <published>2004-09-13T04:23:47Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-13T04:23:47Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Automatic Girl-Lola Ray</lj:music>
    <content type="html">On Friday I went and reserved me self a copy of halo 2.  The man at the counter was like would you like the normal or the collector addition.   I didn’t know which one I wanted,  so I stood there for like ten minutes trying to decide if I wanted to play the game the day it came out or later that week and get the dvd extra’s.  Final the guys is like who is this for?  And I like for me.  He look amazed.  I guess girls just don’t reserve halo in Utah everyday.  Than he like do you enjoy the game?  I was thinking no I am just going to drop 50+ dollars on a game that I don’t like.   So after his questions with a yes I final decide on the just the game, I mean as cool as dvd extras are I’ve waited forever to play the damn game. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then went camping for the first time in my life.  I learned some very important rules to go along side the camping experience. &lt;br /&gt;1.  Never go to see a horror movie before headed up to the wilderness.   However Resident Evil  2 was very good. &lt;br /&gt;2.  Never it is impossible for you to be on a diet and be camping.  I ate more sugar in 2 days than I swear I had in 6 mouths.   I thought I was going to die of a sugar overload.&lt;br /&gt;3.  River water is very very very cold/&lt;br /&gt;4.  It’s very cold in general.&lt;br /&gt;5. Tents and alcohol don’t mix.  We weren’t even drunk and we couldn’t quite figure how to get out of the small opening in the tent.  However it was the good laugh we all needed. &lt;br /&gt;6.  When you get home a shower and sleeping in your own bed is like heaven on earth. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Camping for the first time was ok.  Not something I am volunteer to do again but an not total against doing again.  I’ve also decide that I am going to start playing Volley ball again.</content>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2004-08-29T20:14:00</title>
    <published>2004-08-30T02:16:15Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-30T02:16:15Z</updated>
    <content type="html">God is not here today, Priest.</content>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2004-08-23T23:10:00</title>
    <published>2004-08-24T05:55:00Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-24T05:55:00Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Time to take the leap.</content>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2004-08-17T03:04:00</title>
    <published>2004-08-17T09:50:15Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-17T09:54:37Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I am young&lt;br /&gt;I am kind&lt;br /&gt;I am intelligent&lt;br /&gt;I am beautiful&lt;br /&gt;I am wise &lt;br /&gt;I am creative &lt;br /&gt;I am curious &lt;br /&gt;I am a dreamer &lt;br /&gt;I am loud and out spoken&lt;br /&gt;I am passionate&lt;br /&gt;I am emotional &lt;br /&gt;I am stubborn&lt;br /&gt;I am determined&lt;br /&gt;I am rude and just a little bit crazy&lt;br /&gt;I am cunning and vicious when there is a need&lt;br /&gt;I am a bitch&lt;br /&gt;I am a lover and a fighter&lt;br /&gt;I am a manipulator&lt;br /&gt;I am whiney &lt;br /&gt;I am good, evil and neutral &lt;br /&gt;I am a student&lt;br /&gt;I am a teacher&lt;br /&gt;I am a friend&lt;br /&gt;I am independent&lt;br /&gt;I am unique&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can be foolish&lt;br /&gt;I can be tacky &lt;br /&gt;I can be greedy &lt;br /&gt;I can be pitiful &lt;br /&gt;I can be just  plain stupid &lt;br /&gt;I can be cold					&lt;br /&gt;I can mean&lt;br /&gt;I can be ruthless &lt;br /&gt;I can fail&lt;br /&gt;I can be angry&lt;br /&gt;I can be needed&lt;br /&gt;I can be helpful&lt;br /&gt;I can be a humanitarian &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I may make a million&lt;br /&gt;I may someday be famous 		&lt;br /&gt;I may be a leader&lt;br /&gt;I may forgive &lt;br /&gt;I may forget &lt;br /&gt;I may move on&lt;br /&gt;I may stay right here &lt;br /&gt;I may dwell &lt;br /&gt;I may not be victorious&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will not sit down and shut up&lt;br /&gt;I will not give you the benefit of the doubt&lt;br /&gt;I will not bend over and take it&lt;br /&gt;I will not be broken&lt;br /&gt;I will not surrender &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will protected those I love&lt;br /&gt;I will prove you wrong &lt;br /&gt;I will fight... to end if there is a need&lt;br /&gt;I will follow my heart&lt;br /&gt;I will follow what I think is right for me &lt;br /&gt;I will make my dreams a reality&lt;br /&gt;I will find my place &lt;br /&gt;I will live.</content>
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    <title>Away we go.</title>
    <published>2004-05-06T04:42:29Z</published>
    <updated>2004-05-06T04:42:29Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So here I am 19 and not really doing much with my life.  College is a must but paying for is the problem I don't want to go in duet trying to better my self.  So that bring us to quite a few choices.  &lt;br /&gt;1. Don't go, live on minimum wage and stay in Utah for the rest of my life. Don't really like that plan. &lt;br /&gt;2. The armed force have a good college deal. &lt;br /&gt;But first somethings to clear up with that.  I am NOT following anyone.  I view this as a great way to see that world, get money for college, and better my self. I will go where I am sent.  I am ok with what ever happens. I want to get out of Utah and live my live the way I want to live it.  So it seems that may be our choice. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nothing ventured nothing gained.</content>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2004-03-12T00:06:00</title>
    <published>2004-03-12T07:08:57Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-12T07:08:57Z</updated>
    <lj:music>NIN- no you don't</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.geocities.com/nineliquidheads/quiz.html" target="new"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://198.110.214.16/images/happynoodleboy.jpg" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="verdana" size="1"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.geocities.com/nineliquidheads/quiz.html" target="new"&gt;Which Jhonen Vaquez character are you?&lt;/a&gt; By &lt;a href="http://www.deadjournal.com/~emreznor"&gt;EmReznor&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <title>Oh mass happy desicration.</title>
    <published>2004-03-08T22:58:43Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-08T22:58:43Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Crazy polka/ correction celtic</lj:music>
    <content type="html">The city has some much history it's great.  However most of it is a Cemetery.  Some much land has been desecrated.  The some crazy paranormal people named it the most haunted city in America.  The great battle between New Orleans and Savannah.... Who will claim the title... who know? Further more who cares? I really love river street down here.  All centered along the river.  It's huge and old and smells like the ocean.  The people are all so nice.... I guess southern hospitality is not a lie. Well I leave today at midnight to go back to Ogden.  I'm not sure how to feel about this place yet. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went to an art museum yesterday.  And saw the famous statue from the movie Midnight in the garden on Good and Evil. It's really a lot smaller than it looks. Th museum was really nice however. It had a lot of art. All the pieces where beautiful. Over all this trip had been a really learn experience. I like the south but I not sure it's really the place for me to settle down.</content>
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    <title>Hello From Savannah</title>
    <published>2004-03-06T01:48:50Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-06T01:48:50Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Some really crappy music.</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Wow I set here in this great little coffee shop in Historic Savannah.  Sipping hot cocco that makes it hotter.  Good god is it hot down here.  But the Historic part of town in really nice.  The plane ride was ok... but still scary as fuck.  But all in all ok.  But there still is the fight back.  Much wootness.  I don't really think I want to live down here.  Just to hot.  And the new part of town in really ugly.  The have a very cool cemetary though.  Really old.  The head stones look like beds. That was a little creepy.  I like Alanta but all I really saw was an air port.  It was huge.  They had a train to take you to your gate.  But hey that's ok we got to take a metro...well kinda. Good there are so many stories to tell.... Heee. So may things to be remembered.  I'm really glad I got out of Utah.  It is intresting to see what happens when you away from home however.  All in all the trip is going pretty well but... Well what do you expect. Not everything is rose colored right.</content>
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    <title>Hehehehe</title>
    <published>2004-02-20T06:32:51Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-20T06:32:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>NIN- the great below</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I love the new icon stole it form some person on Gaia...it kick ass so I couldn't resist.</content>
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    <title>Snow Snow and well more snow.</title>
    <published>2004-02-08T03:31:22Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-08T03:31:22Z</updated>
    <lj:music>NIN- Fragile</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Will it every fucked end... Good god I hate the snow it's cold and wet and all around a pain in the ass.  Yes I know we need it but lets just say we have enough and call it all good. Or people in this creep head state could just try and conserive water more.  We don't nessarily need lush green lawns.  But that really has nothing to do with snow. Just people stupid that makes things go form bad to worse.</content>
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    <title>madison_regan @ 2004-02-06T21:18:00</title>
    <published>2004-02-07T04:19:43Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-07T04:19:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Good god I hate my family.</content>
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    <title>Much wootness</title>
    <published>2004-02-04T21:18:40Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-04T21:18:40Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Chevell-forfeit</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Ok the first and most important point of today is I passed the GED and am no longer a loser.  And second I'm going to learn guitar...arr I am.  I'll ready looked up books on the subject.  You can get everything you need as a beginner off ebay for like 160, of course if probably doesn't work all that well.  So I'll just get the books and buy the guitar later when for a store that I know it will work form. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok lets see what else.   It appears to be snowing. Snow is bad. Well not really but very cold. So yeah this is the most boring entire I could write cause I really have nothing to say...damnit.</content>
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    <title>One day at a Fucking time.</title>
    <published>2004-02-03T03:23:35Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-03T03:23:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>NIN- the prefect drug</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I took the GED last week and now I set here and wait for the results.  Now I've never been good with sitting at waiting and it's really starting to get to me cause I have to get a job and put in send applications into colleges.  Cause I really would like to do more with my like they say "Would you like fry's with that."  And even with that no place wants to hire someone who had no high school diploma or GED so right now it's like a stale mate and it sucks. &lt;br /&gt;So the one place that is hiring is going to have wait for the results...come now damn it so I can get a job&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On a some what brighter level.  I'm going to  Georgia in March.  WOOT.  Everything is paid for.  Now I just have to pay Anne back.  Word to the wise don't every become in duet to you best friend.  MmKay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also the greatness that is Anne made my new icon which I think personally rocks.  So if you think not I really don't give a fuck cause it's cool.</content>
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    <title>Blame Lauren</title>
    <published>2004-01-28T08:08:08Z</published>
    <updated>2004-01-28T08:08:08Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tool - Hooker with a penis</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/darksolice/1072304848_ptestdeath.jpg" border="0" alt="death"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Death. So, you're the one who pushed the red button&lt;br&gt;of death, aren't you? You couldn't resist&lt;br&gt;afterall, it's in your blood. There's something&lt;br&gt;to the screams of innocents that makes you&lt;br&gt;smile, and carnage isn't all that bad as long&lt;br&gt;as you're on top of the bodies in the end...&lt;br&gt;well done in doing what centuries of madman&lt;br&gt;couldn't. You survived the end by causing it,&lt;br&gt;and being in control of it... congrats!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/darksolice/quizzes/How%20would%20you%20survive%20the%20end%20of%20the%20world%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;How would you survive the end of the world?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hehehe she made me do it sorry...  And well I must says after many quiz I must say this is the closet one yet.</content>
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    <title>Silly little survey</title>
    <published>2004-01-19T09:11:36Z</published>
    <updated>2004-01-19T09:11:36Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Intuition- Jewel</lj:music>
    <content type="html">A - Act your age - Why?&lt;br /&gt;B - Boyfriend - Ha&lt;br /&gt;C - Chore you hate - making the bed&lt;br /&gt;D - Drastic change recently - nope&lt;br /&gt;E - Essential make up item - lipstick&lt;br /&gt;F - Favorite actor(s) - Keanu Reeves, Allen Rickmen, Heath Ledger &lt;br /&gt;G - Gold or silver - Silver&lt;br /&gt;H - Hometown - Ogden, UT&lt;br /&gt;I - Instruments you play - none well but I can kinda play the violin  &lt;br /&gt;K - Kids - nope&lt;br /&gt;M - Megalomania? - Hell yea&lt;br /&gt;N - Number of people you've slept with - big fat zero&lt;br /&gt;O - Overnight hospital stays - none that I know of &lt;br /&gt;P - Phobia - death &lt;br /&gt;Q - Quote you like - What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.- Oliver Wendell Holmes&lt;br /&gt;R - Religious affiliation - pagen of sorts&lt;br /&gt;S - Sibling - None&lt;br /&gt;T - Time you wake up? - When ever I want to &lt;br /&gt;U - Unique habit - I'll get back to you on that &lt;br /&gt;V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - eggplant&lt;br /&gt;W - Worst habit - lazy &lt;br /&gt;X - X-rays you've had - I fall down a lot so I've had many. &lt;br /&gt;Y - Yummy food you make - Chicken and rice. &lt;br /&gt;Z - Zodiac Sign - Taurus&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I AM: Breathing &lt;br /&gt;I WANT: Money &lt;br /&gt;I HAVE: Make money &lt;br /&gt;I WISH: I was a billionaire&lt;br /&gt;I HATE: Stupidity&lt;br /&gt;I MISS: Many things&lt;br /&gt;I FEAR: Many things &lt;br /&gt;I HEAR: Music &lt;br /&gt;I SEARCH: Understanding &lt;br /&gt;I WONDER: What would happen if I push the red button &lt;br /&gt;I REGRET: Not taking action &lt;br /&gt;I LOVE: Cheesecake &lt;br /&gt;I ACHE: No&lt;br /&gt;I ALWAYS: Live in a dream world &lt;br /&gt;I AM NOT: Give up&lt;br /&gt;I DANCE: All the time &lt;br /&gt;I SING: To everything &lt;br /&gt;I CRY: When there is a need&lt;br /&gt;I AM NOT ALWAYS: All here&lt;br /&gt;I WRITE: Everyday&lt;br /&gt;I WIN: Most of the time.&lt;br /&gt;I LOSE: Very little &lt;br /&gt;I CONFUSE: Me &lt;br /&gt;I NEED: Money &lt;br /&gt;I SHOULD: Get up and go &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;x. three things you get complimented for: Kindness, performance, intillect. &lt;br /&gt;x. you get embarrassed when: When I have something in my teeth&lt;br /&gt;x. what upsets you: The lack of conpasion in the world &lt;br /&gt;x. you keep a diary: Never&lt;br /&gt;x. you like to cook: Yes &lt;br /&gt;x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yes &lt;br /&gt;x. you're in love: No&lt;br /&gt;x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: Yes&lt;br /&gt;x. you bite your fingernails: Another bad habit &lt;br /&gt;x. you believe in love: Very little &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who is...?&lt;br /&gt;the prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: Plead the 5th&lt;br /&gt;The weirdest person you know: Spoo&lt;br /&gt;the Loudest Person you Know: My mom &lt;br /&gt;Your close friends: Anne and Kim &lt;br /&gt;the Person that Knows the Most about you: Anne &lt;br /&gt;Most Boring Teacher: Mr. Russal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What is...&lt;br /&gt;your most overused phrase on IM: I hate that&lt;br /&gt;the last image/thought you go to sleep with: I don't know&lt;br /&gt;your best feature: my eyes &lt;br /&gt;Inside joke: Tyson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do You...?&lt;br /&gt;take a shower everyday: yes&lt;br /&gt;have a(any) crush(es): yes&lt;br /&gt;think you know you've been in love: no&lt;br /&gt;want to get married: Maybe&lt;br /&gt;have any tattoos/where?: Np but I want one&lt;br /&gt;piercings/where?: My ears &lt;br /&gt;get motion sickness: yes &lt;br /&gt;think you're a health freak: Slowly turning into one &lt;br /&gt;get along with your parents: 50% of the time &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan: Old superivor&lt;br /&gt;Rob: No&lt;br /&gt;Drew: Who&lt;br /&gt;Stephanie: the girl that sat infort of my in computer class &lt;br /&gt;Heather: plead the 5th yet again&lt;br /&gt;Aaron: dumb ass &lt;br /&gt;Amy: Nope&lt;br /&gt;Paul: Stupid &lt;br /&gt;Eve: Person&lt;br /&gt;John: The name I am not obessed with &lt;br /&gt;Alex: Whitney little sister&lt;br /&gt;Justin: I know now Justins &lt;br /&gt;Ricky: Hey lucy I'm home &lt;br /&gt;Jack: Sperrow...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;( PREFERENCES )&lt;br /&gt;CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? You don't get to know&lt;br /&gt;CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? Chocolate milk&lt;br /&gt;MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Dark is gross&lt;br /&gt;VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Chocolate&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )&lt;br /&gt;CRIED? no&lt;br /&gt;HELPED SOMEONE? I don't know&lt;br /&gt;BOUGHT SOMETHING? Food&lt;br /&gt;GOTTEN SICK? no&lt;br /&gt;GONE TO THE MOVIES? Rented one &lt;br /&gt;GONE OUT FOR DINNER? why yes&lt;br /&gt;SAID "I LOVE YOU"? ha&lt;br /&gt;WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Never written a really letter&lt;br /&gt;TALKED TO AN EX? no&lt;br /&gt;MISSED AN EX? ha&lt;br /&gt;WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? affiritve&lt;br /&gt;HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Yea&lt;br /&gt;MISSED SOMEONE? Yea&lt;br /&gt;HUGGED SOMEONE? Nope&lt;br /&gt;KISSED SOMEONE? Nope&lt;br /&gt;FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? No &lt;br /&gt;FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The End.</content>
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